In the beginning, there was just myself. No one was really interested. The night Final Fantasy XIV 1.0 went up for beta registration. I was there. Two weeks later I was giving the game a try and as an avid player of Final Fantasy XI, I was supremely disappointed. This was a game I had high hopes for. I wanted it to be something. I wanted it to be something special. While it had potential, as a beta player playing right up until two weeks before launch it was evident that the game was not only no where near release, but the mechanics of the entire game were flat out horrible. To be honest, all hopes I had for the game came to a close before it even released.
The release of Final Fantasy XIV and its accompanying bad press came and went with little notice to me. I tried not to pay attention to it, or its flop, due to my supreme disappointment in it. In fact, I put Final Fantasy XIV so far out of my mind that I returned to any other valuable MMO I could find in the next three years. Since then, I’ve been through several Final Fantasy XI relapses, I’ve played Aion, TERA, Guild Wars 2, and the Secret World. Out of those games I think the most anticipation for me was TERA, who’s beta memories drove the same feelings in me that I have today. But the feels for FFXIV, are much, much stronger now.
When I heard that they were remaking Final Fantasy XIV, and watched the original trailer for the new version of the game, I have to admit, I laughed. My first thoughts were a long the lines of, “Yes, Square Enix, throw more of your money at a game you still haven’t made monthly subs off of.” But you see, then they did. They did start to make monthly subscriptions off of their players again. A mysterious man named Yoshida, better known as Yoshi P, had already begun the daunting process of turning the game around. And so you see, this is when A Realm Reborn had caught my attention once more.
Going into it, I was still skeptical. Square Enix had betrayed my trust in the Final Fantasy series when they released the original title of Final Fantasy XIV. It was like getting out of a bad relationship where my not so better half had cheated on me with an infinite number of other people. Yet, this new guy, this “Yoshi P,” he seemed to really care. To really care about making this game worth while. Better yet, it seemed he had a good grasp of what the players wanted.
Well of course he did, and does to this day! Why you might ask? Because this glorious person has taken it upon himself and his team to ASK and bring themselves down to player level to get in touch with us and find out what WE the players wanted out of the game. The more I read, the more I found out, the more my trust began to grow. Now my confidence lies rooted in the new team working on Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn. We may only still be in beta testing, but the few hours I have played has renewed my faith and pledged my loyalty to this MMO.
Its going to be FFXIV:ARR, or nothing. After years of floating from MMO to MMO it all lies on this one now. It has enough to keep me, and more than enough to keep me satisfied outside of even the leveling and end game mechanics itself. Unfortunately, with the game still under NDA I can’t go into my beta experiences except to play that out of all the beta testing I’ve done (FFXI, FFXIV, WoW, TERA, and now FFXIV again), I can say its probably the best game I have ever beta tested in my life.
I thought I’d be good to last the wait between Phase two and three of the beta testing. Phase two ended roughly at the beginning of May and phase three now starts somewhere in early June. But, the truth of the matter is, it hasn’t been easy. Only two games have ever brought me to memorable tears just with their music alone. FFXI, and now FFXIV:ARR. Have you ever been so in tune with a game that it just melts your soul? Call me crazy but Vanadiel and Eorzea feel more like past lives for me than they do past gaming experiences. The worlds Square Enix creates are so rich in lore and fantasy that it feels like a dream world you’ve left behind. Like coming out of the Wardrobe after adventures in Narnia. And when it gets taken away, it leaves a bitter sweet taste in your mouth. It was wonderful, but you miss it terribly, and look back upon the memories fondly.
In just over two months I’ll finally be home. The wait is going to be killer. Now where did I leave that pesky Wardrobe…?